Feelings shown through

I have learned this week that feelings show through a lot more than we think. There really isn't any hiding them. Do not be afraid to share with others how you feel about something, especially if they have hurt you in some way, and that is not their usual behavior. I don't think we should necessarily cause drama or bring stuff up that's really no big deal, but don't just sit on something until it becomes a larger issue. I'm always afraid of confrontation and I just accept people for who they are and don't want to start something based on how I feel. I don't like for others to have to be affected by my feelings. But, eventually there is no hiding it. These feelings come out, whether you want them to or not. And then it all has to be discussed, usually best in person, not phone or e-mail.

I have to make some big decisions in my life right now, not right this moment, but near future. I've been in the process of changing and needing to make changes for the last few months, and it's become more evident in the last few weeks. I'm not good with change or letting things go, but it will have to happen someday, i just need to figure out how to make it happen the right way and when. We'll see how it goes.